bitter truth

this the after-math for my previous post "forgotten/left out"...

i really can't believe this is what my lil sis feel about it... how bad i am as her elder sister...

i don't want this to be that way... i'm so sorry, my dear...

_erm_

bye..........

aLone isn't pathetic

love to be aLone doesn't mean we don't have friends or we are losers...

it's just that sometimes we need the aLone time, just being yourself, surrounded by anything u like...

i always call it as a *me time*...

it's a time when u just wanna be with you yourself, reading a good book or go sight-seeing or just walk around somewhere no one knows you or even be in your own room and doing nothing but dreaming...

it's not that i don't like to hangout with people, no.... u may ask my friends, i'm always the most cheerful one when hanging out, the crazy one, the 'tongong' one, u know...

just it'll be one time that i really need that 'me time' and i believe everyone have that moment... the moment when u wanna be aLone...

and for me, it's NOW....

till then, everyone...

buhbye...

~xoxo~

forgotten / left out

this isn't about me, but about someone i know & close to... my own family...

discrimination *bhs sng nye 'pilih kasih' * do happen...

u know, i should be happy bcoz of this...

why..???

coz i'm the one who always win the arguments, being pick up 1st by my parents, being apple to my dad, never being left out, easy to get pocket money (just ask n i'll get it) and many more....

i remember recent conversation with my dad, b4 i jump in the bus to shah aLam two weeks ago:

dad: duit ado dh?

me: ado.. 200ya..

dad: xdop pitih mitok lah... abah wat msuk...

at that time, i feel really happy... but not for too long... last week my mom called...

mom: ma sedih kak... 

me: bakpo.?

mom: e4 mitok pitih nga abah 15ya pon abah xmboh wi... klu kak mitok gk, 5 6 ratus bui lg...

me: *speechless*

I don't know what to expect... everyone in my family knows i'm always my dad's daughter... but, i feel pity with my own brother... he shouldn't been left out that way...

erm, till then...

_bye_

wangi oiiiiii...!!!!!

pe yg korg fikir bile masuk je bilik, bau wangi semerbak berlumba2 menerjah ke ruang rongga hidung korg.? 

*poyo gile ayatttt*

bahagia, is it.?

tu la yg aku rse skrg ni... msuk bilik je, rse best sbb wangiiii... bkn la nk kate bau bilik aku b4 ni busuk, just plain je bau... no particular odour, you know...

oh, lihat lah dunia... bilik ku harum, mcm harum manis... eh, tu jnis mangga la ceq oiiii... pang kang haaaa....

ok la, wa nk menikmati bau bilik wa skrg ni...


thanx to my new AmbiPur Fresh & Floral's gel fresh...

jgn duk ggu naaaa... hehe~

till then, buhbye....

~xoxo~

hi all

scrolling back my blog and read all those posts i've had written, can put a smile on my face...

pelik2 gak gaya tulisan aku dlu ek... but that's how i used to be... aku pun pelik lahai, rajin no bc blog sndri...

tp aku belajar something from that... aku lbh ekspresi kan diri back then... skrg aku mcm kurang buat luahan kt cni...

or maybe i wrote in a diary so only me myself can read it... (mcm la tulis kt cni ade org baca)...

just so u know, lots things had changed lately... top of all, aku dh anta surat brenti keje kt bos aku...

and ade je bnda manis yg berlaku...byk sgt smpai dh terlalu manis, smpai dh kna potong dah.... *sbenornye mls nk tulis*...haha~

ok la...

till then, buhbye...

~xoxo~