Tuesday, October 13

interview & work

on 30th of sept, i got an iv with KLCCUH for exec (mech) position.. took place in menara dayabumi,KL...

and the next day, i got a phone call saying i get that job... it's just verbally confirmation; w/out any documentations yet...

after they get b&w from HR, i'll have to do medical check up... if there's no probs arise, i'll start work on 2nd of nov...

hopefully everything will be going smooth and in order...

*oh ye, i'll work in kerteh, ganu...

till then, peeps...

_xoxo_

Monday, September 28

ex..???!!!!

what a situation...

met my ex tonight...

have u been through this¿¿¿

my feeling is something between pleasure and WTF...

haha~

i must admit that i do miss him... i miss our moments together; the talks, the dates, the times we'd spent together; pretty much everythings...

demn.!!!

nothing bad happened... we just having our catch-up conversations while my brother made his burgers...
the way he compliments me, the look, the gesture, i know he kind of miss me... u know what, i love the ideas of he is wanting me, but couldn't have me...

hehe~

till then, my dear ex, ąbēŇŁı...

~xoxo~

Thursday, September 24

....hormat orang oiiii....

aku xphm la cmne org blh idup tnpa ade rase hormat pd org lain, especially your own parents...

hey, mister...

do respect others to gain one...

deng....

till then...

Sunday, September 13

boring oiiiiii...!!!!??!!!!

gile boring duk umah je... weekends xde aktiviti nk buat... melangut je la kt umah smpai lebam...

deng, ben...!!!!

this boredom is killing me...

till then, bye...

Wednesday, September 9

>parents<

renungan untuk kita semua...

harini ada tak kita call/sms/whatsapp ibu bapa kita just untuk tanya khabar? agak2 la kan, dah berapa lama kita tak contact ibu bapa kita?

pernah tak kita terfikir yang ibu bapa kita rindu kat kita setiap masa? mungkin dorang menangis ingat kat kita, tapi kita wat relax je... just bergembira tanpa langsung ada rasa bersalah dlm diri kita... sampai tahap, ibu bapa kita yang start contact kita dulu... itu pon kita wat endah tak endah je kan...

ingat la weyyy...!!!

apa yang kita buat sekarang ni, tak endah kan ibu bapa kita, nanti anak2 kita pulak yang buat mcm tu... apa yang kita rasa agak nya ye? gembira ke???? mesti sedih kan???

dan ingat...!!!

ibu bapa kita bukan akan hidup selama nya tau... bila dorang dah pergi nanti, baru la kita menangis air mata darah nak mintak maaf dengan dorang... masa tu, dah terlambat dah...

so, apa kata, amik henfon korang yang mahal tu, start dialing your parents' phone number, talk to them, ask how they are doing today... or if bajet ciput xleh nak call, sms/whatsapp la dorang...

mungkin dengan korang hubungi ibu bapa korang, segala masalah yang korang hadapi sedikit sebanyak berkurang... who knows, right.??

percaya lah, dorang akan senyum sampai ke telinga bila dengar khabar dari kita (even kita tak nampak pon)...

ok lah...

till then..

buhbye....

_xoxo_

Friday, September 4

^dia datang^

he's comingggg....

he's back here again... coming back just to annoy me, i guess... hahaha~

guess who.?

yup, my youngest brother is coming... oh, denggg....

welcome back bro... stop your insane act, okay *actually it's me who's always end up being crazy*...

have fun bro...

till then...

~xoxo~

Tuesday, September 1

#bilatiamainmasakmasak

halluuu...

aku ni leh dikategorikan sbg org yg mls masak... aku just akan masak bila:
(i) parents suruh
(ii) lapar yang amat tp xde duit
(iii) org lain tak reti masak


last weekend, aku ade la main masak2 cket.. xde la sdap sgt pon, kira boleh la dr xde... haha~

so this is it...


#carbonaraseafoodwithsausage


#bihungorengdagingdgnayamcampak2


ok la... till then..

~xoxo~

Wednesday, August 26

bitter truth

this the after-math for my previous post "forgotten/left out"...

i really can't believe this is what my lil sis feel about it... how bad i am as her elder sister...











i don't want this to be that way... i'm so sorry, my dear...

_erm_

bye..........


Monday, August 24

aLone isn't pathetic

love to be aLone doesn't mean we don't have friends or we are losers...

it's just that sometimes we need the aLone time, just being yourself, surrounded by anything u like...

i always call it as a *me time*...

it's a time when u just wanna be with you yourself, reading a good book or go sight-seeing or just walk around somewhere no one knows you or even be in your own room and doing nothing but dreaming...

it's not that i don't like to hangout with people, no.... u may ask my friends, i'm always the most cheerful one when hanging out, the crazy one, the 'tongong' one, u know...

just it'll be one time that i really need that 'me time' and i believe everyone have that moment... the moment when u wanna be aLone...

and for me, it's NOW....

till then, everyone...

buhbye...

~xoxo~

Sunday, August 23

forgotten / left out

this isn't about me, but about someone i know & close to... my own family...

discrimination *bhs sng nye 'pilih kasih' * do happen...

u know, i should be happy bcoz of this...

why..???

coz i'm the one who always win the arguments, being pick up 1st by my parents, being apple to my dad, never being left out, easy to get pocket money (just ask n i'll get it) and many more....

i remember recent conversation with my dad, b4 i jump in the bus to shah aLam two weeks ago:

dad: duit ado dh?

me: ado.. 200ya..
dad: xdop pitih mitok lah... abah wat msuk...


at that time, i feel really happy... but not for too long... last week my mom called...

mom: ma sedih kak... 

me: bakpo.?
mom: e4 mitok pitih nga abah 15ya pon abah xmboh wi... klu kak mitok gk, 5 6 ratus bui lg...
me: *speechless*


I don't know what to expect... everyone in my family knows i'm always my dad's daughter... but, i feel pity with my own brother... he shouldn't been left out that way...

erm, till then...

_bye_

Saturday, August 22

wangi oiiiiii...!!!!!

pe yg korg fikir bile masuk je bilik, bau wangi semerbak berlumba2 menerjah ke ruang rongga hidung korg.? 
*poyo gile ayatttt*

bahagia, is it.?

tu la yg aku rse skrg ni... msuk bilik je, rse best sbb wangiiii... bkn la nk kate bau bilik aku b4 ni busuk, just plain je bau... no particular odour, you know...

oh, lihat lah dunia... bilik ku harum, mcm harum manis... eh, tu jnis mangga la ceq oiiii... pang kang haaaa....

ok la, wa nk menikmati bau bilik wa skrg ni...


thanx to my new AmbiPur Fresh & Floral's gel fresh...

jgn duk ggu naaaa... hehe~

till then, buhbye....

~xoxo~

hi all

scrolling back my blog and read all those posts i've had written, can put a smile on my face...

pelik2 gak gaya tulisan aku dlu ek... but that's how i used to be... aku pun pelik lahai, rajin no bc blog sndri...

tp aku belajar something from that... aku lbh ekspresi kan diri back then... skrg aku mcm kurang buat luahan kt cni...

or maybe i wrote in a diary so only me myself can read it... (mcm la tulis kt cni ade org baca)...

just so u know, lots things had changed lately... top of all, aku dh anta surat brenti keje kt bos aku...

and ade je bnda manis yg berlaku...byk sgt smpai dh terlalu manis, smpai dh kna potong dah.... *sbenornye mls nk tulis*...haha~

ok la...

till then, buhbye...

~xoxo~